Did I spell my own kid's name wrong?

Lila is a week old today. We are still unsure about what is causing her struggles. The Doctors said over the weekend that they would like to give her some time to mature and work it out on her own before they subject her to a battery of invasive & exhaustive tests since she already seems a bit overwhelmed and fragile. We are closing in on the period of time in which if she were going to "grow out of" the behaviors she exhibits, it would be within the next day or two. She had brain and heart scans yesterday which check out okay, at least in preliminary reports. She will have her chest scanned this morning. She had two episodes where she turned blue yesterday while I was nursing her and two more during the night where she required oxygen. Every time this happens, the go home count starts over as she has to go five days completely clear of any incident before they will release her. She failed what they call "open crib" yesterday, which is to say that they took her out of the warmer and off the IV to see how she would do, and she could not maintain adequate body heat on her own so she went back in after an hour. She is off the IV though and off phototherapy for her bilirubin scores. It is a 'one day at a time' sort of situation we have going on here.

So the universal feedback has been that we should have spelled Lila with a Y instead of an I. Um, I gotta say I still feel good about it. Braden says everyone will say "Leela". That's ok. That's when I'll say "It's LIla". They will also say "how old is your little boy?" even when I have her in a pink dress with an outrageous bow in her hair. And I will say, "Oh he's 1 month". Braden decided on the spelling of Anabelle and in 21 months not one person has spelled it right. I'm ok with that.

Lila has been dubbed "sweet girl" by the nurses here. She really does have such a strong presence of love and sweetness. She has such a gentle demeanor about her. Hopefully we'll take her home soon so we can catch up on lovin up on her.